The internet can be a dangerous thing
July 26, 2011Do you ever have that feeling in the pit of your stomach? You know the one, when someone tells you something & your brain goes into overdrive and thinks the worst? Well that’s where I am right now. I’ve been told something that scares me. To be honest it didn’t scare me straight away, it was only when I decided to do a Google search that I became scared. The internet can be a such a dangerous thing!
So now that I’ve read the bad stuff online, I can’t quite wipe that out of my mind & so now I’m sitting here really rather scared & a tad tearful even worrying about something that I can’t change and about something which in all probability isn’t even fact. I’ve got that horrible feeling in my stomach & my inside is turning over doing somersaults 
I guess it’s part of my make-up, that sense of worry & concern about people I love and care for. I’ve inherited it from my Mum & I can’t do anything about it. I can tell myself not to worry. I can tell myself that there’s nothing to worry about. I can even convince myself that that’s true – well almost. But then my brain reminds me & there goes my stomach acrobatics again!
What is it they say about knowledge? Too much can be a bad thing? Hmm, I reckon I can appreciate that right now :S
